LETTER TO OUR LORD FROM THE 'LITTLE PEBBLE'

26th of October, 2001

My Lord, I humbly make my lament to Thee Who is all knowing and loving!

Lord, in recent months I have heard about some souls who were once strongly united to me. They separated from me, even condemning me, and these very souls have the ear of the Pope, they receive support from the Church Authorities, yet they have been unjust and unfaithful to Your Word where You, Yourself, said to them: "If any man speaks against My Prophet, the 'Little Pebble', he will lose many Graces - and some will lose even their Missions".

Lord, they thrive, they grow, they receive acclaim from various quarters of the Church - yet I, Your humble and obedience servant who has been promised so much from Heaven, receive ridicule and scorn - firstly from those who were once working together with me, but also, and mostly, from the Church Authorities. Whenever a glimpse of a door is opened, it closes just as quickly. In all cases I have loved all of these souls and helped them much, even establishing their Missions through my tireless sacrifices - yet I have been promised by Heaven, since 1984, that I would receive help from the Church.

I was told, through countless Seers, the Pope would call me to Rome, and will approve me. Yet, many of those now apart from me have received their call from Rome, the Pope, and others. Where then is right and wrong?

Who has given more than me in love and sacrifices? Who has suffered more than me - and I still do? Who had to say "yes" to so many demands made to me from Yourself? And be assured, I would do it again.

Who has given up his wife and children to do God's Will, only to be disowned, disgraced and humiliated around the world - all for the sake of doing God's Will?

Who has given up his life's work, his livelihood? Who has been asked to live a life contrary to the overall Teaching of Christ's Church; to be calumniated against by the Church, by his family, his friends, his fellow Seers?

Who has been betrayed, like me, by Priests, Nuns - by the closest of family and friends, and even after being betrayed I still give my helping hand, forgiveness and love? Even now I hold out my hands to so many who have wronged me, who have denied me, who have stolen from me.

I ask this, Lord, as my heart is truly broken to see no one coming to my aid. Yet all I have done I have done for you, and only you. I did not seek glory, power or wealth, only a small recognition from the Church that I have loved; that I have sacrificed all for.

So why, my Lord, do so many who have betrayed the truth, gain victory over me? I appeal to God in deep sorrow, and once again look to You. I know I have received much - especially Graces - but I only seek the fulfilment of Your Promise so that those who have persecuted me, unjustly, will see that what I have done, I have done for You.

I am so disappointed, Lord, but I know that no servant is greater than the Master.

I remain always your obedient servant.

William

The 'Little Pebble'

 

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