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LETTER TO OUR
LORD FROM THE 'LITTLE PEBBLE'
26th of
October, 2001
My Lord, I humbly make my
lament to Thee Who is all knowing and loving!
Lord, in recent months I have
heard about some souls who were once strongly united to me. They separated from
me, even condemning me, and these very souls have the ear of the Pope, they
receive support from the Church Authorities, yet they have been unjust and
unfaithful to Your Word where You, Yourself, said to them: "If any man
speaks against My Prophet, the 'Little Pebble', he will lose many Graces - and
some will lose even their Missions".
Lord, they thrive, they grow,
they receive acclaim from various quarters of the Church - yet I, Your humble
and obedience servant who has been promised so much from Heaven, receive
ridicule and scorn - firstly from those who were once working together with me,
but also, and mostly, from the Church Authorities. Whenever a glimpse of a door
is opened, it closes just as quickly. In all cases I have loved all of these
souls and helped them much, even establishing their Missions through my tireless
sacrifices - yet I have been promised by Heaven, since 1984, that I would
receive help from the Church.
I was told, through countless
Seers, the Pope would call me to Rome, and will approve me. Yet, many of those
now apart from me have received their call from Rome, the Pope, and others.
Where then is right and wrong?
Who has given more than me in
love and sacrifices? Who has suffered more than me - and I still do? Who had to
say "yes" to so many demands made to me from Yourself? And be assured,
I would do it again.
Who has given up his wife and
children to do God's Will, only to be disowned, disgraced and humiliated around
the world - all for the sake of doing God's Will?
Who has given up his life's
work, his livelihood? Who has been asked to live a life contrary to the overall
Teaching of Christ's Church; to be calumniated against by the Church, by his
family, his friends, his fellow Seers?
Who has been betrayed, like me,
by Priests, Nuns - by the closest of family and friends, and even after being
betrayed I still give my helping hand, forgiveness and love? Even now I hold out
my hands to so many who have wronged me, who have denied me, who have stolen
from me.
I ask this, Lord, as my heart
is truly broken to see no one coming to my aid. Yet all I have done I have done
for you, and only you. I did not seek glory, power or wealth, only a small
recognition from the Church that I have loved; that I have sacrificed all for.
So why, my Lord, do so many who
have betrayed the truth, gain victory over me? I appeal to God in deep sorrow,
and once again look to You. I know I have received much - especially Graces -
but I only seek the fulfilment of Your Promise so that those who have persecuted
me, unjustly, will see that what I have done, I have done for You.
I am so disappointed, Lord, but
I know that no servant is greater than the Master.
I remain always your obedient
servant.
William
The 'Little Pebble'
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